so it's been a hot minute since i've been on here.  i'm not sure why i'm even bothering updating this thing since about zero of my friends use it any more.  myspace and facebook are now the new thing apparantly.

i'm doing okay by the by.

i've made some new friends that love my classic friends.  it's a beautiful thing. i'm stoked.

i just said stoked in cae you didn't realize.

my life is actually fine right now.  it's even grand.

i am content.

for the first time in my life.

peace, love, and i'm leaving for the beach in like...2 hours.  call me.  you know my number.  you know you do.

xoxoxo

linz

please pray for Daniel K. Remine.  he needs it.

for those that don't know, Remine (a close friend of mine) was in a really bad wreck last monday.  he's currently in a coma, and he's makind improvments, but they may not be enough.  but through prayer, he's come this far.

Are you DKR tough?

Could you survive room 2901?

You may be MARINE strong, but you'll never be REMINE strong.

linz

well...it's official.  i truly do fail at life.

actually, i don't really.  just though you guys might get nervous if you knew that i was content...wait....nevermind.

my classes suck.  like...i mean, they're good classes, but i have 3 academic classes.  last semester, i had one.  yeah.

okay.  i'm done.

hug your mother.

"sometimes, i'm right as rain...and when it rains, it pours."

<3 linz xoxoxo

happy new year.  hopefully this one will be better than the last 17 i've had.

why is it that i am attracted to this guy who is adorable, extremely smart, funny, and nice to me....and cares about what i think and say....but we have a mutual friend who is vastly attracted to me...so, despite the way i feel about guy #1, guy #2 can never know when i'm with guy #1 because then this whole little friend circle will die...but whatever.  i really do like guy #1, but i'm not at all sure if he feels remotely the same about me.  for all i know, he hates me and wants me to die.  i hope not...but whatever.  and guy #2 is insane.  and will never have anything other than friendship with me...and guy #1 told him that.  but i don't know if that was just a friendly gesture, or an expression of his so called feelings for me.  i don't know.  and i'm beating myself up over this.  and i don't understand it.  i can see a relationship unfolding from our secret frienship-y hanging out-ness, but i doubt he feels the same way.  and if you know me at all, then you know that i am never going to say anything about it.  ever.  and like i know this sounds ridiculous, but like...when he kissed me, it just...felt like something that made sense to me.  and it was one of those kisses that is just replaying in mind.  i mean, i remember the muffled sentence that was coming out of my mouth as he put his hand to my cheek and pulled me into him.  that also sounds ridiculous...but it's all that's on my mind.  and i don't know if it was a curiousity thing...something he felt like he should do, or if it was another expression of his so called feelings for me.  and again.  i will never know.  ever.  unless he brings it up in casual conversation.  which he should be prone to do.  i don't know.  i mean, we are so compatible.  and not in that uber annoying way...but like...we both love the same things...and we both see the world through rose coloured glasses.  it's...it's a comfortable feeling when i see that he's looking at me.  wow.  i'm out of my damn mind.

someone stole my phone.  i'm really mad about it.  i know who did it.  and they swear that they don't have it.  but i'm not stupid.  i'm just a bit crazy.

"All you need is love.  All you need is love.  All you need is love...Love is just a game."

<3 Linz

*******EDIT*******

so i have a phone now.  same number (677.1998).  but i have none of your numbers.  so txt me...or call me.  or something.  make sure you let me know who you are.  or email me.  or leave me a comment.  or something.  just...get me your number.

happy new year.  hopefully this one will be better than the last 17 i've had.

why is it that i am attracted to this guy who is adorable, extremely smart, funny, and nice to me....and cares about what i think and say....but we have a mutual friend who is vastly attracted to me...so, despite the way i feel about guy #1, guy #2 can never know when i'm with guy #1 because then this whole little friend circle will die...but whatever.  i really do like guy #1, but i'm not at all sure if he feels remotely the same about me.  for all i know, he hates me and wants me to die.  i hope not...but whatever.  and guy #2 is insane.  and will never have anything other than friendship with me...and guy #1 told him that.  but i don't know if that was just a friendly gesture, or an expression of his so called feelings for me.  i don't know.  and i'm beating myself up over this.  and i don't understand it.  i can see a relationship unfolding from our secret frienship-y hanging out-ness, but i doubt he feels the same way.  and if you know me at all, then you know that i am never going to say anything about it.  ever.  and like i know this sounds ridiculous, but like...when he kissed me, it just...felt like something that made sense to me.  and it was one of those kisses that is just replaying in mind.  i mean, i remember the muffled sentence that was coming out of my mouth as he put his hand to my cheek and pulled me into him.  that also sounds ridiculous...but it's all that's on my mind.  and i don't know if it was a curiousity thing...something he felt like he should do, or if it was another expression of his so called feelings for me.  and again.  i will never know.  ever.  unless he brings it up in casual conversation.  which he should be prone to do.  i don't know.  i mean, we are so compatible.  and not in that uber annoying way...but like...we both love the same things...and we both see the world through rose coloured glasses.  it's...it's a comfortable feeling when i see that he's looking at me.  wow.  i'm out of my damn mind.

someone stole my phone.  i'm really mad about it.  i know who did it.  and they swear that they don't have it.  but i'm not stupid.  i'm just a bit crazy.

"All you need is love.  All you need is love.  All you need is love...Love is just a game."

<3 Linz